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man lotsa things happened between then and now. this is for more for me, so i can publish this when i become famous.
currently the plan is to strike 2 lotteries in a row, then go on a worldwide expedition that never ends till i'm 50. then i'll release a limited print of my escapades with this entry included.

jackson is getting married. going back on the 4th of november, assuming calvin doesnt pull a fast one on me. plans change, not something that can be controlled. it just amazes me at the speed that it changes tho. getting old and dont have a back up plan. pedro admitted he aint no spring chicken as well. the kapitan of 'winging it' admits to that, kind of makes ya stand up and take notice.
well bleak ol me, has been trying to push this notion to the depths of my mind with no avail. think it all happened when i hit 26.

so i saw doreen.
it felt like she grew up but i was stuck in some space time continuum. still having this childish outlook on life, that it'll all be ok once i grow up.
reality is a bitch.
she's getting a place with her own money, will be build by 2007 or something.
i cant picture myself past this week, 2007? just got to be a joke.
she's into rock climbing.
climbing out of bed in the morning is all i can muster.
somehow i must be so naive to be so optimistic when i saw her again, yeah.

this will all clear up of course, once i get my jackpot in life. i once laughed at this guy who had written 'toto is my only way outta debt', think toto is the only way for me to change my lifestyle.